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On Deadlines

The past week has been wildly crazy for our batch. We were swarmed with deadlines and exams for different subjects which had us all struggling to keep our heads above water and keeping calm while dealing with more than 24 hours without sleep, annoying groupmates, and software that kept on crashing while you were doing something extremely important.

I have never had a more tiring week in my entire eighteen years of existence, and although it was very very exciting for me to be dealing with a lot of stuff in that short span of time, I couldn’t help but feel super exhausted. 

I’d like to take this opportunity to say that despite all of this stress, I am very happy with everything we were able to do. It makes me so happy to know that all of that hard work wasn’t wasted and that it was very much appreciated. I mean, sure, you go through unbelievable amounts of stress and mental and emotional torture, but the smiles and “thank you”s you receive in the end make it so much worth it.

Last night, two of my closest friends asked me if I wanted to live the rest of my life filled with deadlines (work-related, of course). I didn’t even have to put much thought into the answer I gave them, “No, because these deadlines give me a purpose”.

I know my personal life isn’t the best one out there, and I’m not exactly everyone’s cup of sunshine either, but it helps me to know that at least one aspect of my life can be organized and can bring me such a great sense of fulfillment and relief.

“Minsan yung mga ginagawa natin nakakatawa na eh” (Asuncion, 2011).

Had to take still shots of myself for the goddamned 183 AVP thing because I forgot to get someone else to take pictures of me, and our professor required us to be present in the video. 

Taking time off to laugh at myself and at the universe because this has been the longest fucking week of my life—and it’s only Wednesday. Currently running on 4 hours of sleep, cobra, red bull, and my sticks of glory. 

Please, whoever is out there, let me get through this week without losing my sanity.

My 183 paper, ladies and gentlemen.
Tangina ang dami kong time.

My 183 paper, ladies and gentlemen.

Tangina ang dami kong time.

Dreamy Betrayal

dearoldlove:

I keep dreaming about random and strange ways you would have found to betray me if I had kept you in my life. 

reminds me of home.

reminds me of home.

(Source: thisispeter, via jaytoddmartin)

Sinong excited pumasok sa klase?

itsmeyang:

Mga nilalang na mahilig mag-aral:

Ako:

AYOKO PAAAAAA! Nagta-tumblr ako.

Heheheehhee funny hehehehehe

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Week 1: Fettuccine Alfredo
I figured that I should start the year with something really simple—something not even I could screw up. 
I loved making it ‘cause it was so unbelievably easy. All I had to do was boil the pasta and mix in the sauce (which was a bit tricky since at first, I couldn’t get the right consistency for the sauce). It ended up being better than I thought it’d be and the 30 minutes I spent working on it was really really worth it. 
Cooking made me feel really nice. It made me feel like I had a purpose, you know? Like something good was going to come out of all the hard work you put in. If this cooking thing really is a phase like my friends say it is, then I hope I never grow out of it.
Click the picture for the recipe, if you want it.
PS This picture is really REALLY bad. Funny, noh? Haha

Week 1: Fettuccine Alfredo

I figured that I should start the year with something really simple—something not even I could screw up. 

I loved making it ‘cause it was so unbelievably easy. All I had to do was boil the pasta and mix in the sauce (which was a bit tricky since at first, I couldn’t get the right consistency for the sauce). It ended up being better than I thought it’d be and the 30 minutes I spent working on it was really really worth it. 

Cooking made me feel really nice. It made me feel like I had a purpose, you know? Like something good was going to come out of all the hard work you put in. If this cooking thing really is a phase like my friends say it is, then I hope I never grow out of it.

Click the picture for the recipe, if you want it.

PS This picture is really REALLY bad. Funny, noh? Haha

Made mashed potatoes.
I am ON A ROLL!

Made mashed potatoes.

I am ON A ROLL!

Things to look forward to (Week 1):

So I’m starting this whole new challenge thing for myself this year. Every week, instead of posting something sad or angry or… whatever, I’ve decided to post a list of things I should look forward to for the week to come. It’s not that hard or anything, but I hope that by doing this, I’ll be able to distract myself from negative thoughts. Also, it’s not like I’m going to stop posting my extremely emotional posts. I’ll still do ‘em if I feel like it.

Ooh, I also have another challenge for myself this year. I want to be able to learn how to cook at least 1 new dish every week. So by the end of the year, I should be able to cook 52 new dishes—be it simple, unbearably complicated, painfully easy, or hard. I’ll probably post pictures from time to time (“pictures or it never happened”, is what my friends always say).

Anyway, on to my list:

  • Going back to my apartment in Manila tomorrow to clean and fix everything and all (Yay! Freedom from unwanted memories and independence!)
  • First dish of the year! I’m thinking about making pasta, or maybe something with chicken. Hmm, I gotta find a recipe for that.
  • School on the 5th. I get to see my friends again. :)
  • Shoppingggg!
  • What’s better than shopping? That’s right. GROCERY SHOPPINNNGGG. (Yeah, I’m weird. Deal with it.)
Of new years, new opportunities, and constant things.
Meet Prongs. He’s been with me for 8 years now, and he’s the only thing that’s remained constant for me for so long now. We’ve both been through some tough shit (well, more like me going through drama and him having no other option but to listen to my blubbering), but we’re still together. God damn the day that I lose this little buddy of mine.
Happy New Year, everyone! 2011’s been… well, this blog can tell you all about my 2011—high points, low points, and all. Cheers to a better and happier 2012!
Also, my borderline alcoholic family says Happy New Year to everyone as well. The amount of alcohol in this house proves that my lovely vice-filled self did not appear for no reason at all. 

Of new years, new opportunities, and constant things.

Meet Prongs. He’s been with me for 8 years now, and he’s the only thing that’s remained constant for me for so long now. We’ve both been through some tough shit (well, more like me going through drama and him having no other option but to listen to my blubbering), but we’re still together. God damn the day that I lose this little buddy of mine.

Happy New Year, everyone! 2011’s been… well, this blog can tell you all about my 2011—high points, low points, and all. Cheers to a better and happier 2012!

Also, my borderline alcoholic family says Happy New Year to everyone as well. The amount of alcohol in this house proves that my lovely vice-filled self did not appear for no reason at all. 

On Deadlines

The past week has been wildly crazy for our batch. We were swarmed with deadlines and exams for different subjects which had us all struggling to keep our heads above water and keeping calm while dealing with more than 24 hours without sleep, annoying groupmates, and software that kept on crashing while you were doing something extremely important.

I have never had a more tiring week in my entire eighteen years of existence, and although it was very very exciting for me to be dealing with a lot of stuff in that short span of time, I couldn’t help but feel super exhausted. 

I’d like to take this opportunity to say that despite all of this stress, I am very happy with everything we were able to do. It makes me so happy to know that all of that hard work wasn’t wasted and that it was very much appreciated. I mean, sure, you go through unbelievable amounts of stress and mental and emotional torture, but the smiles and “thank you”s you receive in the end make it so much worth it.

Last night, two of my closest friends asked me if I wanted to live the rest of my life filled with deadlines (work-related, of course). I didn’t even have to put much thought into the answer I gave them, “No, because these deadlines give me a purpose”.

I know my personal life isn’t the best one out there, and I’m not exactly everyone’s cup of sunshine either, but it helps me to know that at least one aspect of my life can be organized and can bring me such a great sense of fulfillment and relief.

“Minsan yung mga ginagawa natin nakakatawa na eh” (Asuncion, 2011).

Had to take still shots of myself for the goddamned 183 AVP thing because I forgot to get someone else to take pictures of me, and our professor required us to be present in the video. 

Taking time off to laugh at myself and at the universe because this has been the longest fucking week of my life—and it’s only Wednesday. Currently running on 4 hours of sleep, cobra, red bull, and my sticks of glory. 

Please, whoever is out there, let me get through this week without losing my sanity.

My 183 paper, ladies and gentlemen.
Tangina ang dami kong time.

My 183 paper, ladies and gentlemen.

Tangina ang dami kong time.

Dreamy Betrayal

dearoldlove:

I keep dreaming about random and strange ways you would have found to betray me if I had kept you in my life. 

reminds me of home.

reminds me of home.

(Source: thisispeter, via jaytoddmartin)

Sinong excited pumasok sa klase?

itsmeyang:

Mga nilalang na mahilig mag-aral:

Ako:

AYOKO PAAAAAA! Nagta-tumblr ako.

Heheheehhee funny hehehehehe

(via unibersidadngpilipinas)

Week 1: Fettuccine Alfredo
I figured that I should start the year with something really simple—something not even I could screw up. 
I loved making it ‘cause it was so unbelievably easy. All I had to do was boil the pasta and mix in the sauce (which was a bit tricky since at first, I couldn’t get the right consistency for the sauce). It ended up being better than I thought it’d be and the 30 minutes I spent working on it was really really worth it. 
Cooking made me feel really nice. It made me feel like I had a purpose, you know? Like something good was going to come out of all the hard work you put in. If this cooking thing really is a phase like my friends say it is, then I hope I never grow out of it.
Click the picture for the recipe, if you want it.
PS This picture is really REALLY bad. Funny, noh? Haha

Week 1: Fettuccine Alfredo

I figured that I should start the year with something really simple—something not even I could screw up. 

I loved making it ‘cause it was so unbelievably easy. All I had to do was boil the pasta and mix in the sauce (which was a bit tricky since at first, I couldn’t get the right consistency for the sauce). It ended up being better than I thought it’d be and the 30 minutes I spent working on it was really really worth it. 

Cooking made me feel really nice. It made me feel like I had a purpose, you know? Like something good was going to come out of all the hard work you put in. If this cooking thing really is a phase like my friends say it is, then I hope I never grow out of it.

Click the picture for the recipe, if you want it.

PS This picture is really REALLY bad. Funny, noh? Haha

Made mashed potatoes.
I am ON A ROLL!

Made mashed potatoes.

I am ON A ROLL!

Things to look forward to (Week 1):

So I’m starting this whole new challenge thing for myself this year. Every week, instead of posting something sad or angry or… whatever, I’ve decided to post a list of things I should look forward to for the week to come. It’s not that hard or anything, but I hope that by doing this, I’ll be able to distract myself from negative thoughts. Also, it’s not like I’m going to stop posting my extremely emotional posts. I’ll still do ‘em if I feel like it.

Ooh, I also have another challenge for myself this year. I want to be able to learn how to cook at least 1 new dish every week. So by the end of the year, I should be able to cook 52 new dishes—be it simple, unbearably complicated, painfully easy, or hard. I’ll probably post pictures from time to time (“pictures or it never happened”, is what my friends always say).

Anyway, on to my list:

  • Going back to my apartment in Manila tomorrow to clean and fix everything and all (Yay! Freedom from unwanted memories and independence!)
  • First dish of the year! I’m thinking about making pasta, or maybe something with chicken. Hmm, I gotta find a recipe for that.
  • School on the 5th. I get to see my friends again. :)
  • Shoppingggg!
  • What’s better than shopping? That’s right. GROCERY SHOPPINNNGGG. (Yeah, I’m weird. Deal with it.)
Of new years, new opportunities, and constant things.
Meet Prongs. He’s been with me for 8 years now, and he’s the only thing that’s remained constant for me for so long now. We’ve both been through some tough shit (well, more like me going through drama and him having no other option but to listen to my blubbering), but we’re still together. God damn the day that I lose this little buddy of mine.
Happy New Year, everyone! 2011’s been… well, this blog can tell you all about my 2011—high points, low points, and all. Cheers to a better and happier 2012!
Also, my borderline alcoholic family says Happy New Year to everyone as well. The amount of alcohol in this house proves that my lovely vice-filled self did not appear for no reason at all. 

Of new years, new opportunities, and constant things.

Meet Prongs. He’s been with me for 8 years now, and he’s the only thing that’s remained constant for me for so long now. We’ve both been through some tough shit (well, more like me going through drama and him having no other option but to listen to my blubbering), but we’re still together. God damn the day that I lose this little buddy of mine.

Happy New Year, everyone! 2011’s been… well, this blog can tell you all about my 2011—high points, low points, and all. Cheers to a better and happier 2012!

Also, my borderline alcoholic family says Happy New Year to everyone as well. The amount of alcohol in this house proves that my lovely vice-filled self did not appear for no reason at all. 

On Deadlines
Dreamy Betrayal
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